It’s a wonder how many things in life one actually struggles with. So much about life is about being structured and well disciplined.
For example:
I know that waking up at 6 am is the best way to make sure that I’ll have a good day, but it’s not like that’s something the mind and body does [...]
Posts Tagged ‘moods’
16 Sep
“Life” struggles
15 Sep
State of Mind
I wonder what a “normal” state of mind is? For example, today and yesterday I’ve felt… neither depressed, nor unhappy with life. On the other hand, I’m not feeling extatic or happy about it either. I’ve been doing the things I’m supposed to do for these past two days, not feeling very effective and feeling [...]
11 Sep
Turnover
I thought I’d give a shot at making falefel today cuz made well, they’re wonderful. Alas, I never realized how dangerous it could be. I managed to not follow the recipie very well, burn half the batch and burn my arm on the oil.
I curse thee falafel!
In all seriousness today should have been shit. But [...]
9 Sep
And Then I Was There Again
I wrote this on the the 22nd last month and without knowing how to finish it I just left it floating as a draft:
I’m not sure about anything anymore. What’s right, what’s wrong. What’s right for me, what’s wrong with me, About what to expect form life and I don’t know what else. Tired of [...]
6 Sep
I Think…
…I’ve forgotten/missunderstood the meaning of making sure to not plan too much. My coming week actually looked quite calm until not so long ago! Hehe. Oh well. Let’s just hope things continue rolling along the way it has for the past week and I’ll be happy.
Funny how when I’m in a good mood [...]
7 Oct
Glasses Tinted Black or Pink
Another balance problem: Keeping everything inside or acting out in tears. I’m either a cold b**** or a crybaby from hell.
Nothing new there though, I’ve known about my “schizoid” moods for a while now. What I haven’t realized until now is how barely anything in my temperament is balanced. The more posts I write, the [...]
12 Sep
As Good as It Gets
It’s quite remarkable what waking up well-rested can do to ones day.
Yesterday I woke up in near anxiety produced panic because Isis had been demanding attention since 4 am. The last place I wanted to be was at home, and I was ready to go to school 2 hours early so I wouldn’t have to [...]
